ok...im gettin p.oed with this syte now!!

I CANT POST COMMENTS!!!...ill be sitting there thinking nd trying to give advice...nd then ill push postcomment nd itll tell me i cant!!!! =@...im gunna smash my puter...*stops nd thinks*...but then i wunt be able to talk to heder,or frost,or brody...*puts down hammer*...im getting ticked off tho...but neways...heder-yu were so0o0o0o not juss a lil bit high...yu were like crazy high on the way home gurl...LMAO...i love swedish berries tho...especailly wen yu like put them down my top...lol...but yea...the movie we wnet nd saw wz horrible...nd i styll kicked ur azz in air hockey not matter wut yu say...at least i can dance better then yu can bizotch...jfa...ewwwwwwww...sand in my hair,nd my shorts...i went to the beach yesterday nd saw like 500 rlly hott guyz...i wz walking around in my lil bikini top nd short shorts...my uncle adam nd his frend brandon came with us,so did alisha*my cuzin*...we all went for a walk down the beach wen the sun wz setting nd then we sat on the rocks...but yea neways...brandon tryed to get me to make out with him...i pushed him away nd crushed his nuts...(duznt sound like something i wud do,i kno,i kno)...but yea...on the way home it wz us two gurlz nd the guys ryte...(we were in the bac of jesse's pickup)...well its like an hour nd a half drive home from the beach...i wokeup nd my hand wz in brandon's pants...nd i wz snuggled into his shoulder...i ran upstairs nd cryed for like an hour...i didnt even remember touching him...i wz leaned up against my cuzin nd i guess i fell asleep...i seriously did not put my hand in any places on him voluntarily bebe...i fell asleep...but i cried nd i didnt go online cuz i didnt want to talk to frost ryte then...i cant even believe tht im putting this in here tho...but yea...i woke up nd brandons like ur the best ive had yet...i cudnt believe tht my cuzin nd my uncle wud let him do shyt like tht...im scared of wut frosty is gunna say...im also scared wut i did...my cuzin later told me tht the guys drugged me...(oh yea by the way we had no parents with us)...im juss so upset...nd scared...all i kno is tht im telling the truth nd tht im gunna feel better...even if frost decides to breakitup...ill kno i wz truthful the whole time...*why do i wrry bout this kinda stuff*...*hes not gunna break up with me*...*or is he?*...god i cant do this nomore...its the ryte thing to tell him ryte?
heder now i need ur help!!...im lost nd confused...well i told the truth...nd im a bit wrried nd scared of wuts gunna happen...but im to vunerable wen im around older guys lately...my uncle is 15 nd brandon is 16...im crying im so scared...te amo para seipre...byez bebe...byez heder...*kisskiss* much luvz!